Life In A Northern Town

"The evening had turned to rain...
Watch the water roll down the drain...
As we followed him to the station...
And though he never would wave goodbye...
You could see it written in his eyes...
As the train rolled out of sight, bye-bye."

Chasing Love Up Against The Sun

So I've come to the conclusion that my husband and I are in a part-time marriage relationship.  We love each other full time... but our expression & experience in that love will always be on a part-time basis as long as schedules allow. 

What is to be determined is whether that's worth being married for. Is marriage necessary for the sustainment of love?

Things to think about...

When common sense is not so common

"People die of common sense, Dorian, one lost moment at a time. Life is a moment. There is no hereafter. So make it burn always with the hardest flame."
-Lord Henry Wotten
Dorian Gray (Film: 2009)

There can hardly be a question of why...

And just like that... the pendulum swings back to the other side... AGAIN.

It's difficult to explain how I know what I know.  I just do and it either burns me up or soothes me.   Right now I'm hot like fiyah, sitting comfortably in a bed of fuck you too.

Past due time to exercise.

"Living Well Is The Best Revenge"
-George Herbert

Boom Like An 808

Just like that, the pendulum swings back the other way.

Mama said there'd be days like this...

There are days, when I think the world can't contain the love I have for him.

Then there are days, like today... tonight... when I think about how much life & time I'm wasting.  For what?  Minutes, hours, days I'll never be able to retrieve.